_____________*[[_____sometimes even angels aren't perfect - they just pretend to be... XD //*`_____

Lo and behold... Daniel's Lair version 1.0 Vampire-Angel-Devil theme!!! Weee...

Time/Date of Publishment: 11:12pm on Saturday, June 17, 2006

It's finally up! Sorry for the long delay! Enjoy your stay here and please tag me before leaving, haha!

Infinite gratitude towards:
-Jake Beh, for major help in creating the blogskin & basic html coding. (Master!)
-Daniel Wong, for the drawing by hand in the top-left corner. (It's me!)

*Vampire Kiss*

Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame,
As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name,
I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul,
Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole,
You come to me silently on wings of blackest night,
Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite.
Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face,
As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace,
My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain,
My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain.

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Monday, August 28, 2006

Rome wasn't built in one day, it takes time...

Don't think too much, it's not good for a pessimist by nature...

Death doesn't resolve any problems, but at least it offers a momentary calmness...

The best antiques are old friends, being a bull in a china shop doesn't help.

The only constant is change, so please forgive me if I ever had to do so...

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*using sis's com to update as requested*

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6:39:00 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

My com's having probs... I think the shity junk is finally goin down... haiz... veri depressed now. I'm 1/2 dead without a com... maybe its fate, that now i can concentrate more on my A levels... but then... really sad :(

Now using rgs sis's com for a while... she just came bak le.. fucking dare give me attitude. I want to use your com then I'll use it, who gives a fking shit about u, retarded raffles mofos. U so freaking clever u repair my com then, cb. zzz don't ever make me upset/angry when my com is down... i've very bad temper de... i feel like slapping her b!tch face now.

Anyway very sad... haiz i need a new com... doubt dad would buy leh... duno... can't be online that often le... until then, don't miss me hor people... :( Anyone who does can drop me sms-es or call me ok? :( cya peeps!

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*hugs torto.*

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Holding It In...
by Broken Fallen Angel

Never in my life i have felt like this...
I want to cry but always hold it in...
I'm so depressed but hold it in...
No one notices....
I cry if i can't take it...but no one Holds me as i cry....
Like no ones there....
I want to cry everyday...
For so many reasons....
Inside I'm crying but on the outside I'm standing straight and tall like nothing is wrong at all.....
Inside I'm falling wanting to be caught....
If something happens....
I say that I'll be alright
People always say "oh she'll be alright..."
Even my family does that...
I'll never be alright...
I just pretend to be alright
Do they see me broken in my eyes..
Shattered....
Do they see that something is wrong with me..
Do i have problems..
Is it my fault for holding it in..
So no one will panic....
Its like everyday i put a fake smile on....
And they don't notices..
I picture myself screaming and Falling to the black abyss and everyone laughs....
Do i deserve to fall.....
It makes me want to cry and want someone to hold me and comfort me....
I want to let go but i can't..
I just can't....
When will someone catch me...
When will someone hold me as i cry...
I guess for now I'm holding it in...

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*totally wrong...*

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3:09:00 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

I'm now in my own room typing this entry in the midst of almost total darkness other than my brightly-lit desk lamp. Lol, duno y la, today come home then tried switchin on room's lights to no avail. Dotz... sooooo scary sia... now 7th mth somemore... pui pui~

Juz another LONG update I guess, duno wad to write, today is damn sianz and boring la. Shld have ended sch at 12.30pm lor, then got chem lesson at 2-3.30pm, yea its ok cuz its normal to have xtra chem lesson today. But then it got cancelled and we still had the 'abnormal' PHYSICS xtra lessons from 3.30 to 6pm? Knn la... ask us come early at 3pm then u late unntil 3.30pm? Bah... duno y mr hydroxide(oh) alwayz must have stupid xtra lessons till so late when he obviously know we're tired n dislike such crap... =(

Oh ya, willy u pon sch today, still dare sms me wad neva c me in sch... SLP WHOLE DAY GO DIE LAR PIGGY! >=(

Eh... ya today's chem lesson veri funny. Mr Chua was blabbing (yet again!) about chemistry being better than other sciences, then started comparing b/w chemistry and physics with very d0ts examples and analogies... lol still got say wad he qualified to teach A maths but if he teach he'll bang his head against the wall.. blah blah.. LOL then in the end he... "oh ya but i head of science la... *shoots out 2nd finger* ALl SCIENCES ARE GOOD!!! *everyone laff* ALL SCIENCEES ARE GOOD..... *pause 2s* but chemistry is BETTEER!!!"

Haha he's always so fuunny la, i guess that's y we like chem lesons alot =D On the contrary... Mrs Chu.. oh was that the wind? *psshhhhh* oopsie. XD ahaha~

Monday oso lar! Mr Chua again! *I recorded this down -.-'''*
"Are you ok ah? How come u look... not pale leh... look totally GREEN
"Not ok la, coughing for 2 weeks le!" *then he veri concerned look*
"U got low blood pressure? or family has low blood pressure? Do you have dizzy spells. do you feel giddy when u stand up? Do you have asthma... .. .. . .. "
*Then i was like dotz look... -.-'''*
"I'm worried for him mah! Go NS how?"
"Aiya go NS sure die in there."
*he scratch his head* "Hmm... have i ever lose a student in NS? .... NO!"

Then he started comparing me wif one of his subordinates who's veri thin, 'exactly like you'. But his back got tattoo... Aikleng shouted "jing1 zhong1 bao4 guo2?" and "hello kitty?" b4 Mr Chua rem that it is "lang4 zi3 hui2 tou2". LOL! so funny... Chua say he tatoo for his gf one la! Then still say wad that guy and his buddy are cleaniness freaks, wad lockers spotcheck... then NO DUST! And the clothes all fold like giordano ready to sell that kind! LMAO!

In the end say wad, person so small small size, thin thin one then turn behind *he give the shocked look* is 'omg tattoo!'. muz be HUNK like aikleng then ok?! OMG? AL IS A HUNK?! NEWS FLASH!!!! WHAHAHAH~~~~ Oh that thin guy past away in a car accident after ns ended though... *everyone looked at me... wth lar lol!*

Btw ya abt that coughing for 2weeks n havin flam in my throat la... went to see doc with lil sis ze fei (cuz she oso sick) on Tues. Haven't been to the clinic in a long time... Dr Tan's hair all grey-ish white le lor... haha so ex oso... 2ppl = $46 wtf?

Today Aikleng, Roy and YueFeng started a new game craze in class... pinching nipples... of guys la, if its gals then can have tea session with the guys in uniform in the building beside sch. (police station... -.-). Well the craze spread to the whole class... i kena striked too... but nvm i hit back! XD Soon every guy in class were walking ard bein paranoid, looking abt and both hands crosseed, covering nipples... LOL... wtf la digusting freaks... -.-

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*dilemma...*

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Today stayed at home to mug abit, neva go out cuz past days go out oreadi. Rcved gd news that SG Dota Clan Mi2 beat Thailand team while my gd fren Jovi got 3rd in the WCG Asian Championship. Jovi's rep-ing SG in Italy Grand Finals too. Kudos to all. Clan DiSc gogogo~

Not pointing the arrow at anyone specifically... but I don't really like the feeling when my sms-es or msn messages get dao-ed or ignored without any single reply at all. Sigh... it's not entirely a nice feeling.

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*wHeRe'S mY hElLo KiTtY...?*

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Friday leh... morning... ish... MASS YOGA DISPLAY REHEASAL!!! ZOMG!!! All the Jc1s and 2s spread into position across the field and did YOGA. HAHAHA so funny la... still got yoga club members partollin to make sure we did correctly XD Suguna and Subathra etc. Haha, when Mr Jagar or Jafar or something say dun clap, the next repetition of the movement, everyone clap X2 loudly. ROFL! How deevilishly we arre!

Rcved sms from Jobi that he won WC3 for World Cyber Games 2006 Singapore, after lessons ended. Felt really happy and proud of and for him. Haha same clan mah, plus wc3 'dear'. ROFL?! Anyway it's cool that he beat both last yr's 1st (flyshow) and 2nd (gosubay) to emerge as champ. Representing SG in Italy's finals and Sat's asian championship. So cool~

So today, me n fellow clanmates went Suntec again. Today was Asian championship for WCG 2006. There was dota too. Pretty lots of ppl, there was a cosplay compy too, but the participants sux like hell la... the sasuke cheeks so fat... the scorpion (mortal kombat) no muscles at all... the spiderman like a bamboo... the ichimaru (bleach) so plump. o_O dotz... haha i want a cosplay costume made for myself too. I want Uchiha Itachi's cloak. Juz like a vampire's, absolutely perfecto +_+

Met Jovi, kane, chobo, bong n jovi's fren in kenny rogers at noon (i was late for 3hrs oops... wake up late mah!). Jovi oreadi lost to philbot (his idol) in the morning. After that there were showmatches on the stage. The famous dota clan MVP from sg pwned the philippines team but at nite just now, my ex-clan-turned-dota-clan Mi2 pwned MVP... =D So cool and veri pro la... nice match too. Good job JB and Leng (ur medusa got pwned at start haha!)

Jovi got into semifinals after much hard work, but lost to Suho (famous too) from China at abt 10pm. So tmr he's fighting kowi (my ex-clan-srt-shaman who got pwned by philbot 2-0 in the afternoon) for 3rd/4th position tmr. Good job jovi, don't be disappointed and feel sorry for Singapore, us and yourself. Supporting ya till the end de, there's still WCG Finals in Italy, don't be tied down by this loss. Cheers! Clan DiSc is behind you all the way! Alrite? P.S. u said u gonna give me one of your compy wcg shirt rite? hahhaahaha~ =D

Oh i forgot to mention i wore the WCG 2006 long sleeve shirt i bought on thurs today. I look damn cute (oreadi veri cute anyway) and boyish in it sia. Kane oso wore it but we forgot to take photos! God damn it~ How can forget to capture such a kawaii moment leh?! Kaoz... saddening sia~ Oh ya and i am veri evil hehe... i went to sign up for the online forums again, then i got another plastic bag of magazine and free poster. Hehe now i got 2. WAHAHAHHA kane u dun say me la, i help u get one too leh. thank me. i rock~ (as usual)

Ya abit slack over the past days, tmr dun think i shld go support le. Muz mug abit b4 monday comes... Best of luck, Mi2 in beating Thailand team tmr, and Jovi, in beating Kowi(new zealand) tmr.

GG (Good game) ALL.

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*All is fair in love and war, if u're the winner...?*

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1:44:00 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

Eh long time neva update! Update one long long post for my fans! Lol! 1st of all, guys, we're changing army uniforms... ZOMG! I juz read this news i got through the ns newsletter email. i think the new uniform rox la... but i still hate ns. DAMN IT!!!

Tuesday was JJ Sports Carnival! So many ppl of the gang pon la, but I am so guai, i neva! (shit~). Actually quite fun lar, cheer abit, slack alot, hum along brainwashin nat day songs etc. Oh yea this yr's Owens House is super power sia, so many fast runners! In the end, they got the champ of course. Rono got 2nd! We, Bannister got 3rd, while last yr's champ Bikila got last! ROFL, the curse has been broken... DIE bIKILA >=P Oh did i mention, we got NeWater to drink... d0tz... wtf?

It ended at 10.30am lor. Everyone left... but not us. Guess wad? The chiongster Mr Chua have xtra chem lesson from 11.30am till.. well it lasted till 1.45pm. Sianz... after that rushed home to take care of ze fei and wait for fren to come while parents went to rgs sis's sch to 'discuss some problems'. I shan't elaborate on that =X But they brought along a tape recorder. LOL!

Wednesday was of cuz HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! (like i care!) So old liao lar, 41yo haha, LUCKILY NOT ME lol~ Neva go ndp cuz oreadi watch fulldress rehearsal le. I even got a keychain! XD Eh, supposed to go out today but sengkee got grounded by his mum. U NOOB LAR! Dunno how to windwalk out of hse issit? HUH? GG... haha nvm lor. In the end pull ppl to acc me. ROAR! >=(
Oh ya i watched some parts of ndp on tv again though, sea of red haha. Kallang Stadium's last glory... imagine a bomb kaboom during ndp... lol choi choi! jokin la~

Thursday (which is like 2hr 11min ago)! Today was most enjoyable a day. The commencement of World Cyber Games 2006: Asian Championships Singapore!!! Early morning woke up at 6.30am. Met Baldovin at 7.30am at Yish Mrt. Kena greeted by third finger, wakao! I only late for 1/2 hr onli? DOTZ... the prince of lateness oops sori.

Eh went cityhall! Met fellow Clan DiSc clanmates (most for the 1st time!) en company n had breakfast at Mac. Then went Suntec City Convention Hall. Been nearly a yr since i returned here. Last yr's WCG Finals was held in SG too! In summary, the ppl whom i met today were... chobo, w00ty, ken, barney, jon, hakim, jovi, creation, never, exodus, kane (who got smacked by me using newspaper for reason unknown), chobo's bro (i defintely seen kewell somewhere b4...), vanpersie, alucard, bong... and many more.

Quite fun watching frens play yea. Show support leh! haha, oh ya, there was free gaming booth too. I vs-ed Ashley(kane) in Dead Or Alive 4 for $5 kfc voucher cuz the MC happened to be near us! Lol... i lost 1-2 =( sad case... nvm mu bk big paper of coupons pwns ur kfc one.

Hanged ard for abit. James(exodus), ashley and I bought WCG shirts with embroidments behind. Sianz, my *DiSc)mI2-mISs* rite, the 2nd *m* was not tat nicely done, cuz the machine keep jamming.. knn... nvm la still nice! Oh ya and as usual I hunted ard for free goodies. Then hor got this sign up for online forums then u get free gamin magazine n poster! Then being the non-cheapos, we walked away swiftly... LIKE REAL! KOPE LAR! WHAHAAHAHHAHAH!! And i took some flyers too... hmm i wan change com leh... mine so louya! Sianz like shitz...

Had lunch wif mates @ foodcourt. Saw ZMTZ en company... lol no comments~ Afterwards go bak n there was soon a showmatch between Jobi(wc3 dear!) and Gosubay(last yr sg finals 2nd place). Surely I root for Jobi all the way sia! 1st game jobi lost! Sad! 2nd game gosubay taunt jobi at start, said "why didn't u abuse ur fiends?" lol! Cuz jobi both 2 games use ghouls 1st... but jobi won! The 3rd game was like the best of the bestest game of all lar! The mother of all games! So damn gd micro lar jobi, the philbot spirit finally appears! Fiends statue des tri hero! Gosubay's ultra BIG army + expo oso eventually lose to the deceit of Jobi's tactics. Lol @ the 5 continuous attempt to level gosubay's expo! U rock jobi! I knew my blessings will make u make me proud. Er sounds correct rite? ROFL! Jovi beat nirvana afterwards too, tmr semi and finals! U must win!!! For the glory of DiSc and yourself and... me?!

Juz wanna say, for those who failed to get into semis, dun be sad ok? U trained hard and did ur very best. There's still other compys to be won and nxt yr's wcg awaits! Dun get tied down by a small loss! Cheers and rock on dudies! Smile on orange milk =D

After the intense showmatch, we congrat jovi then me and dovin left 1st lor. This poor soul was so tired lol, sorry for makin u stay till the match end. Hahaha! Well went home on bus. b4 that rush bak again to take my shirt which i left beneath my seat lol... shitz man... later 20+ dollar gone liddat... heng ar! =D

Juz now eat dumpling noodle for dinner/supper. Mum made one hmm... went Cheers =) to buy Strepsils cuz apparently my coughing hadn't stop... gez... this is bad for my enchantin vocals... o_O;; Eh quite slack over these nat day hols... must buck up le!

Chiong ar, daniel!

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*The line between loving and liking always tends to blur...*

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Today morning take mrt to lakeside to walk to sch with Jeremiah. Well I don't mind walking a path i've never taken in my jc life thus far but for heaven's sake how can me, the prince of lateness, wait for YOU for FIVE MIN?! Plus it made me sweat when I reach sch. Well i guess its worth it cuz now u owe me a ribenna. Thx! ^_^

The 'so-called' Mr Koh was making a lame speech abt yoga again with his powderful england. ROFL... at one point he pronounced buddhi-sm as buddhi-li-sm... LMAO... so hilarious can? I think our gp tutor Mr Chan will be rolling on the grouund already! *no he didn't do that duh =/*

Boring day leh, my throat still got flam, coughing quite abit too. Hope to get rid of the flam by thursday, cuz there will be a Clan DiSc outing in conjunction with World Cyber Games 2006: Singapore. Yep I must put on my best appearance, oh weee baby~ =x

Had duno wad issit AJC or something mock physics paper 2 at 3pm with S19 in a combined classroom. Then 4pm 75% of us zao liao becuz of the supposed maths lecture which less than 1/2 of those who left really attended at all. Oh yea, si willy, how dare u 'shhhhhhhhhhh' me when we were abt to leave. Hur hur maths ish veri impt de ok. Make a bit noise onli mah, u still score A anyway. >=P

So being the nicey guai guai zai student i am, i went home. OOPS... or shld i say, i was planning to? Got caught up by Aikleng, Wen Jun and Benson at westmall, so we went to watch The Fast And The Furious: tokyo drift or something liddat. Oh well I wanted to watch Click... but WELL, OBVIOUSLY SOME PEOPLE HAD ALREADY WATCHED IT BEFORE....

Turns out tat the movie was quite great after all! The car drifting scenes were superb! weeeeee... skid skid skid circle roll on floor like a turtle shell roll rolll spin spin fly like a helicopter bang hit the aeroplane crash into world... er oops. RESTRICTED ZONE! Sori people. Whahahaaha couldn't stop in time la =/

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*I wanna watch Click, any lucky soul(s) wanna watch wif me?*

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9:32:00 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Well obviously I'm not entirely in a good mood now. But of cuz i won't lose my cool over a typical pathetic scum of the earth. Seems that a guy whom my fren and I pwned in dota early in the afternoon have resorted to degrading himself even further, since he's already such a noob.

From what I know from my fren, he faked my identity and registered at sgForums.com. After which he posted a malicious thread about me at the forum, including my blog url, narcissism (which is none of your god damn fucking business), and stealing my pics to put there as well. Moreover, he spread stuffs about me in Wc3 chat channels as well. And even tried to fake identity as sengkiak, my sec sch fren, not to mention attempting to threaten me. This juz goes to show how low this moron can stoop. Yet again we shldn't bother with mofos without dignity or any sense of responsibility. Juz another retard gone crazy after too much of gaming and not havin any life to speak of.

As much as I would like to see the forum thread myself, it seems that it's been blocked, possibily by the moderators, b4 i could get there in time. Gd thing perhaps, prompt action, though I still sent a private message to one of them to clarity on the matter.

Below's an attached screenshot of the motherfucker.

tata(sauce)
dEaRdAnIeL
*My business is my own.*

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9:30:00 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Haha juz an update while Im bored muggin for mi chem test tmr... oh today i mean. It's 1+am already oopsie.

Morning assembly today, Mr Koh was crapping abt Yoga not related to any religion thingy and as usual, went off topic to tok abt all kind of shitz. Then we all noe tat his england ish veri de powderful mah. LOL... 2 hilarious quotes from him:

1) "I am a Christian, and I'm not going to tell you I am one..." Everyone pause for 2-3s, then... ~diao~ -_-''' LOL so farni toopid la, ooo im not gonna tell u leh, then he just did so 1/2 a sentence b4. LOL! ahahahaha lame shitz.

2) "I myself think that there is only one God, don't know who..." Wtfbbq lol... U believe there's onli one god ic, and u duno what that god is = gg (good game) u... ok lar not realli farni but i'll put it down anyway.

Apart from this, yuefeng's been making a lame joke again... I can't rem the front part but it's followed by "What do you tell the uncle selling char kuay tiao when u don't want hum (the shells thingy lol)?" Ans is... "my humps, my humps my humps my humps... *with actions*". -_-''' Sianz diao lar...

Finally, I forgot to update abt the 2 jokes. We asked Mr Chua a lame joke spread ard thx to YuYan. "Who is taller, A or C?" Then Mr Chua duno mah, so answer is "C!". Why? Becuz "A B C D!" (Chinese: A is lower/shorter than C) Haha, it was damn farni la, Mr Chua oso sian diao!

More surprisingly, Mr Chua rebutted with an original joke... "There's 2 bears. 1 in Alaska, 1 in Africa. Why is the Alaska bear soluble in water?" Everyone was like huh... dotz dunno?
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Ans: "Because the Alaska bear is a polar bear." We paused 2-3s again... then it dawned upon us... everyone let out screams and wails of lameness... OH MY CUTENESS...
still dun get it? POLAR bear. Chem students shld noe.. lol!
Mr Chua is pro sia! Rawks~

Later got chem tezt and gp common test in afternoon till 6pm. boring shitz, hope i get b3-4 for gp. Chem... pass! lol. Jia you ze lun~ Impossible is nothing. No im not advertising for addidas damn it =x hehe~

tata(sauce)
cUtEdAnIeL
*my calls always dun get through =/*

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